i know what i want. who i want. what qualities i require in a man.
i dont think its being shallow.
tall. its a must!!!! handsome. good teeth. lovable. trustworthy. honest. good in bed. ( yeah i said it.) good dresser. good taste in music.
i really dont think its too much.
now ive just gotta find it.
Wednesday, 23 December 2009
i shouldnt have to take nyquil to sleep. were both pulling away from each other. and i dont like it. but i need something from you. i just dont know if youll give it to me.
Monday, 21 December 2009
wishes that i didnt have to ask for what i want. i feel needy when i ask. and i dont think im wanting much. all i wanted was to see you. not surrounded by people. just us. weve been dating for a year and half...i shouldnt have to ask for you to stay over when your home... i hardley see you as it is..... i need to make plans. i hate spontanious things.... and i want is you... and i feel like i cant have you.... so im going to stop asking... maybe youll catch the hint... maybe youll want what i want someday... or maybe someday ill have to balls to tell you what i want...
Saturday, 19 December 2009
i wish i knew why i was soo drawn to you. maybe it was just nice to be in a relationship where i dont have to worry about my SO being faithful. we really dont have much in common. were not sleeping together. i need intimacy. kind of wishes that i wouldnt of reqested this weekend off. apparently the one to have off is next. but no one bothered to tell me that. and i cant change anything about my schedule next weekend. i just wish i knew what to do. i want someone for life. my best friend. my other half. youve never actaully done anything to make me cry. so why do i feel like crying?
